Damn it why can't you understand. Can't you see that this is making me so troubled??? Don't you feel that it is affecting my life? I don't expect you to know anyway, seeing that you only care about yourself and your own feelings. I thought that you would understand, since I already told you. But you didn't seem to change. You even said that sentence which strikes me so hard. You don't know how much anguish there is in me right now.
Sorry about the vulgarities, I'm way too hurt/angry/sad/disappointed.
Life is always problematic. GREAT...
WOOO HOOO!!!!
Today was so fun!! We went to pastor Richard's house for visitation and lunch. We spent abt 2 hours there, slacking. Then we went for food rationing. Wei Yee and I went to the Indus estate, a different one from the Redhill estates. The elderly there were more active than those in Redhill. We only had about 4 of us helping to distribute 50 packs of food. There were some who were not able to walk, so we had to go up. The corridors are like so dark, and its those straight ones.. Like those in ghost movies. When we finished, we ran all the way down. We were like so afraid dat a hand would stick out and grab us.. ahaha
We went back to Redhill, but didn't do anyting as they were almost finishing. Sam and Rachel were like so scared of their trip with one of the aunties. We went to Daniel's house than. I tell you, his house is SOOOO nice la.. Its completely white. Makes you think of zen design. It was mainly black and white. So modern. Yashi was acting out Narnia. He went into the store room with Daniel. Kai kept thinking sick. Dan we heard this "orh..." and laughed.
Then we went downstairs to play captain's ball! It was SOO fun! Its been a long while since we ever played like this together. We split up, so it was me, sam, kai, yashi and weiyee, rachel, karen and joel. Yashi plays damn well, everybody knows dat. Its kinda natural, he's an excellent bball player and all. My toes hurt badly, I played barefooted on the rough cement floor. OUCH. Hopefully I still can walk tmr. Eeks.
Draco is hot!<3
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
7:36 PM
HAHA
I'm bored. We didn't have CS today.
I WANNA GO JAPAN!!!!!!! GGAAHH!!! WE CAN BRING OUR TABLETS THERE!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO I WANNA GO!!! MUST DO WELL FOR THE PROJECT!!!!! *squeal*
Its Friday! Cant wait for tomorrow, its dessert forum! I wonder whose house we're going to though.. Hmm..
Heh, I'm too happy to say anything. I'm contradicting my previous post. Ahaha.
Draco is hot!<3
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
1:29 PM
I just feel like posting this out, cant bottle it up any longer.
You may think that I hate you, but I don't. Frankly, I'm disappointed. I was hurt once and I can't bear to see another classic case of it. The wound has never really healed, and yet, you're wrenching it open. Do you know how much pain I feel? No, of course you don't. These things should always be treated preciously.
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
8:25 PM
*YAWN*
I'm freaking bored now. I dunno what to do. I can't play Sims. My dad is at home.. Urgh. This shall be a random post, coz I have nothing to do now.
Haha, I'm lame. :P
YOU ACTUALLY DATED HER?!?!??!?!
Ok sorry, dat was random. again.
I love my phone!
Draco is hot!<3
I'm too bored to think of proper things to write.. Heh.
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
5:23 PM
AHHHHHHH
CNY holidays are gone! Just like that! ARGH. Irritating. Time flies while we are having fun. My hongbao collection this year wasn't really good though. abt $200 only.. HAIX
Epic movie was such a let down. It was a waste of time and money. The ticket was $9.50 leh!!! GGAAHH. The show was stupid.
Sam, Kai, me and my family went for badminton today! Whee! Was so fun. I'm tired now though.
I'm still considering, though you seem to be nice. I'm just worried that I might not be ready for it yet.
My number of smses I use is going to overshoot. Oops? Haha.
Draco is hot!<3
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
5:25 PM
WOO HOO!
I GOT A NEW PHONE!!!! NOKIA 5300!!! Yay!
I kinda freaked out just now. Seriously. I didn't know I had high expectations. And well, you should know what.
Draco is hot!<3
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
5:53 PM
YAY!!! ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!
Thanks girls for all your wonderful presents!!!Lixin, Jollin, Shumei: Step up VCD!!
Shumei: The turtle keychain!!
Brenda: Yummy cookies!!
Jessica Loi: POOH puzzle!!
Ximian: Pretty flower!!!
Siya: A nice sweet!!
Lisa: A notebook!!
And those who sent me messages!!Yashi: 12.02am
Joel Yeo: 1.32am
Kailin: 6.04am
Samantha: 6.21am
Michael: 7am
Shimin: 2.46pm
Wei Yee: 3.40pm
Thanks Kai for your wonderful powerpoint. And Sam for your nice song. :D Love ya always!
[I don't know what the guys were doing so late at night...]
Thank you soo much! I love you!! Happy Valentine's Day too!
Too bad I haven't got a date. :P Not that I'm hoping for one, I cant go out anyway. HAHA.
I'm too hyper now!!!!!!!!
DRACO IS HOT<3333333
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
6:42 PM
Cross country rocked today!
FRY HOUSE WON!!! WOOO!!! So happy...
However, the 3.3 clicks were the killer. I think I'm gonna sleep well tonight, I'm so tired. YAWN.
My birthday's tomorrow!!! YAY!!
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
6:09 PM
Dance lesson rocked today!
We're learning modern jazz, which isn't as bad as it sounds. At least we aren't doing any social dances like ballroom. -_-" And the music we're using is DUM DIDDLY BY BLACK EYED PEAS!! How cool is that? Haha. I cant really remember all the steps though.. Haix. Maybe we can use some of the steps for CrezAwards, IF we are joining. I'm also getting a lot of inspiration from Step up! OOOHH, JOLLIN
FINALLY GAVE ME THE STEP UP!!! YAY!! NO MORE TORMENTING ME! STEP UP
ROCKS!Now I want the Step Up soundtrack! The music is really good. Another choice for CrezAwards. Hmmm..
QOTD: Every second chance begins with a first step. [from the movie! though I dun really believe in it :P]
OMG, I SOO CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW. As well as my birthday! 5 MORE DAYS!
Draco is HOT. <3
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
7:32 PM
I am about to cry.
Life is soo unfair.
THE FUJITSU T4215 HAS GOT WINDOWS VISTA AND A
120 GB HARD DRIVE. THIS IS
SOO UNFAIR!!!! GGGAAAAHHHH!!!! DAMN IT.
How I wish I was born a year later. Urgh.
Adobe Photoshop CS2 ROCKS!!
My birthday's coming soon! :D
Draco is hot<3
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
5:29 PM
WOO!
Yesterday was a major headache for most of us. Something happened, and even though it all started with a trivial matter, it was blown up real bad. Until that person wanted to beat my friend up. URGH. Why must you always look for trouble? It just wastes your time and energy. And ours. I hope you realise what's right and what's wrong. Girls won't go for you, you always resort to violence to settle every matter. As if that works. You claim that you have a "gang" of girls behind you, supporting you and your shitty lies. You even lied to your "girlfriend". How is that love? You betrayed the trust given to you. So why do you wonder why she rejected you in the first place? Think about it, its for your own good.
YAY! I went to AudioHouse at Liang Court for some late night shopping with my family. It is so cool! I bought a pair of Apple SPEAKERS!!!!!!! WOO! The sound system is like DAMN good la. I'm so damn happy now! :D We got a new 7.1 megapixel camera [olympus] and my mum got a 2GB weird brand [AKAI] MP3 player. Doesn't seem to work well. O_O.
And when I asked for the speaker, you immediately said no. And when mum wanted a 1GB MP3 player, you told her to get a 2GB one. You nagged so much when I wanted a better phone, and you bought a Samsung Ultra Slim for yourself. What does this tell me?
Music rocks my world.
Draco is hot!<3!
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
6:19 PM
WOOOOO!!!!!!!! I GOT MY TABLET BACK!!!!
OH YEA, OH YEA!
Sorry, I'm too happy now. :DDDDDD Haix but all the programs are gone, must install all the microsoft word and macromedia studio again. =[ I will install Sims 2 when I get back!! I've already installed the internet explorer 7, WMP 11 and MSN. Hopefully it won't take long.
:DDDDDDDD
Draco is hot!<3
My PRECIOUS TABLET<3 I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!
Your love, is the sweetest sin;
9:48 AM
